Togetherness

Shattered by the thousand dreams,
frightened by his fear
This piece of lonely heart
Was crying without tear

Then came the lovely day
when the two souls have met,
for the world they were strangers
a riddle no one able to get..

Never seen an eye ,beautiful than those of hers,
he can wait for whole day , to get a glimse of hers.

Never been so happy
never been so glad
I have my own angel
with whom i can be mad

Lets explore the world
holding our hands together,
Life is full of challenges ,
an entire ocean to dip
But you should never ever be afraid,
I Will never loose my grip

life update -25/dec/2016

Strange things are happening these days.Life was going smooth with guavus,but i decided to move on.I am having an offer from reliance jio .plethora of worst reviews i heard from almost everyone i contacted .Now that i am also holding an offer from some other startups with same compensation and pretty challenging role ,i am slighly confused. One hand i have a stable government like organisation with seemingly no growth, on the otherhand i have a challenging role in a small company.life is really funny, 4 years back i left SRI for guavus to get some challenging work....now am favouring a less challenging flat growth compny against the one opposite .lets introspect what i really want right now,may be i dont want to see in long term.for short term i want a stable work life which can give me ample time to invest on myself.i know this is going to be a big gamble ,but yeah thats life.next two years i want to learn some thing new( of my own offcourse), get a suitable job for my wife, explore places, invest time on health...once things get settle i may and i will reinitiate my exit protocol from there as well...still not decided but yeah this is what going inside a portion of my mind.I may sound strange but looks like am willing to get lost in the crowd for now.

An open letter to my Wife

[As i always put my emotions on public domain,this time i am making it for my first personal letter to my wife .So if you are not my wife ,please don't read it!)

Dear xxxxxx,

Few days from now and knot will be tied for ever.I can feel your nervousness and anxiety,i wish could be a superman to avoid such feelings....but m not.A marvelous phase of our life is on the verge of its completion....so that a beautiful one can take its course.The sole thought that 'someone is leaving behind everything just to begin journey with me' is enough to make me fall in love with u(yes i said it!!). It's a sacrifice i will admire all through my life,and i really mean it.

Let me tell u a brief story of a kid. A kid who had just taken notoriety to the next level.And all future kids of his family measured with that benchmark. A bad-ass in all respect.Someone who rags (yes rags) not just his teachers but literally anyone.

With the time he became a student.Notoriety has taken a dip by now.A sincere student whose life lesson can easily be found on back of his notebooks..which never came out....and eventually lost.A student who doesn't bother marks but still top's exams just to get a congratulatory word from the girl he had crushed on.Though that girl keeps on changing but his behaviour didn't.

Then he came to college.A marvelous phase of his life just begun.Life long friends made in the process.Even a verbal spat on first day ended in a life long friendship.Those moments when they sit on college roofs till morning discussing literally everything under sun...from orgasm to sarcasm...politics to economy....hot chicks to global warming ....just everything....was just awesome.

Then he came to work.Notoriety was abysmally low by now.Though he really likes his profession,still his desire to contribute was not fulfilled.He was just lost in the rat race of increasing salary figures.

With time his per month tax is nearly double his first salary....still  he feel lost...the startup bug has bitten him badly...it was a risk he just cannot afford to.....He was just in middle of figuring out which way to go......Then came the nightmare....The marriage proposals.

Life was never been so complicated....A burning desire was about being chopped out from his life...Met 15 + girls and rejected for no logical reason...indeed he was scared....just not ready for commitment till that day.....

24 jan 2016

he was told a night before about the meetup.For him it was a routine affair.His dad who perhaps knows him the best(nearly) avoided the meeting as might have extrapolated the outcome. Then you people met .Don't know if it was your eyes or the destiny ,first time in his life he was not at all scared of marriage.He still have plans but wanted to do it together.He still wanted to roam around the world...but together.He still wanted struggle in his life,but this time together.Still don't know  when on that bench, his idea of "I love my Journey " got converted to " We love our journey" but it did changed.

May be it's too late but still wanna ask.....Will u marry that Kid?

PS: Open letter shouldn't be considered as PDA

Truely Yours

Yes I am

Yes I laugh on myself

Yes I cry on my own

Yes I am vocal in my fight

Yes I am silent in my love

Yes I hate to get separated

Yes I have tears in my eyes

Yes I am a man

Yes I am a brother

Dedicated to my sister who will be marrying next month

Politics of hope

Yes I follow politics of India...nd so does every Indian of the transforming India.

I have always been a lover of democracy. It's the second utlimate equalizer(off course first one is death)

Frankly speaking I never understood the conventional politics practiced in India. I belonged to a state which can easily be stated without any exaggeration ,as the least developed state of India.

There has hardly been any development,poverty still engulfs the whole state. But what really hurts me is the way people cast their vote(infact they vote their caste). Though living in acute crisis ppl chooses the candidate who belong their own caste or religion keeping at bay his actual candidature. Twenty years since my senses ..nd nothing changed at all. We are still counted as the most underprivileged state among all.

The phenomenon of AAP has shaken the whole nation. It is the testament of the fact that in democracy no one is supreme except "the people".I am deeply moved by the philosophy of AAP and the strong believer of the concept that the politics have places for non politicians as well.
With the landslide result in delhi election a hope has risen in my heart that one day people will cross all social boundaries to get the best benefit of democracy.

Just reciting the usual line of AK
"Insan ka insan se ho bhaichara
Yehi paigam hamara"

PS: Its valentine day today and am writing here and that too on politics....seriously i have gone nuts :)

where am i heading

By the time am writing this blog,I have reached my late 20's. Which means a lot. All my early age crushes are either married or engaged ,my account is being updated every month with a six digits figure and my email is flooded with images of girls sent by parents. But wait a sec. What do I really want from life?

Good news is that I finally got the answer.

and my childhood gets over...(officially)

22 April 1998:

rushed back from school ....thrown away the bag..jumped to switch on the television...and what a relief! Aussies batting first which means India yet bat...or..Sachin yet bat :)

Call me anti national but i was the only one in my family excited on huge score the aussies were set for...

with every stroke from the blade and the background music of Tony Grieg, an idol of super hero was building some where inside me...Although India lost that match..but some one has already triggered the course of my childhood memories and cricket craziness..It was none other than the "Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar"

15 Nov 2013:

Waked up 8:30 ...jumped on the remote..just to have his last glimpse on the crease...failed to have so as match hasn't started yet...keeping apart the strong motivation of bunking i reached office....India Should declare today as National Holiday..feeling totally uncomfortable i finally managed to find out a live streaming...

On every stroke from sachin(and single from Pujara) i wanted to shout like hell...but i didn't...Even on his dismissal i could have cursed Dhone to declare the inning...but i didn't.....Not because i don't adore sachin any more...But because i no longer feel like a child...my childhood is officially over..

Thank You Sachin for stretching my childhood till 25 years...

but some where inside my heart a child will always be there who wants to see those straight drive again