wht d hell i m doing....

reality is alwys half d expectation....my case is no exception...sitting in d office with d eyes stuck at terminal bt mind wandering sm where else...is this wht m made for...wht tangible thing m i doing...m no better dan a slave, solving issues for my master sitting outside...den suddenly d other side of mind interrupts...hello sir dis earns u ur living..y nt paying d loyality...so wht!! i hav my aspiations too.....wht gud i m doing 2 my country...my people...my place...cmon dont be sentimental..be practical man!!!mind interupts again.....when i wil be old...sitting at d chair.... luking at d rising sun wid d tea in hand nd trying to retrieve d memory of d past....wht i m getting is nthing bt d big NULL!!!!d sole idea of dis shivers my whole body......watch indicates its tym to leave nw....mind ws never dere..its tym to move physically.....dis is d way ma professional lyf going....