well it took me a long time to decide the title (whether to use have or had) and the decision was not at all grammatical.I dont know why i am still calling it a love story which has everything except love . It started the day i saw her for the first time.I still wonder what characteristic of her make me attracted.....may be its her simplicity.
I was never been as possesive for someone as i was for her.Even her talking with someone else was enough to make me jealous. Sometimes you know what you feel is wrong but still you are not able to overpower your feelings.she was a sweet and friendly girl but i always expected her to act as a girl friend......and as someone has rightly said expectation is the reason of half your sorrow.
To convice your Heart is the Most difficult thing in life.I knew that she has no feelings for me which she conveyed to me many times.Still it was extremelly difficult to convince my stubborn heart.And this feeling was troubling me a lot.I just want to UNLOVE her....an illusive word which is very useful but still not invented. The only way out was to hear it from her in a rude way......and the same i intentionally asked her to say....I asked her to hurt my heart so badly so that it will never fall in this trap again....and exactly the same she did...
